Tabiland:

I can't remember a time where I didn't have a lot going on. When I was a young kid, I coped by dissociating. I didn't know this was what I was doing, and I didn't even realize I was, but I was. Every time a grownup caught me spending time in my head, paralyzed by my own thoughts, they joked that I was in Tabiland. I don't fault them. It was the 90's. They didn't know what was happening in the moment, and most of them didn't even know why. Eventually, I imagined an actual Tabiland. I  zipped open the air in front of me, went there and I was a queen, there were dragons, and every thing was fair. 

As I grew up, I developed some interest in many things. I've cycled through them throughout my life. Now they will live here, in Tabiland, while I work on getting to a place of true inner and outer peace in my life, by exploring and spreading the things that make me think and feel, the things that ground me, and the things that bring me joy.